jiwo

Hi DA.

It's been a long while.
I'm here now, not apologizing, not trying to make up.

It always seems to me, in a 3rd person's POV that I am wasting time. I could be a scum in somebody's.
Of course, the way the system works, that's for you to judge. The world spins madly on, regardless.

So I can't say that I care.

But I am here, at least now. Following my inspirations, as usual. For whatever purpose it could offer.

Here's for the 2 years (almost?) that I am gone.


If you'd want to keep in touch with me. Drop by my blog.
bulgogy.blogspot.com/

Tagged by mama. I can't do it! I hurt my back!
~{1}~.Post these rules.
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~{3}~.At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
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-I r hepi kat :3

-I do this www.youtube.com/watch?v=gD_yb0… and got feed when i'm hungry. Ah life is great~

-Ciel is mama.

-I'm in love with a wolf.

-"I was bone and raised in tokyo"

-I am hunting for Koji Morimoto's brains. And  Taiyo Matsumoto's. Chuck Palahniuk's. Malcom Gladwell's. You know, those awesome peeps Gods. Drop rates are 0.001%, bloody rare stuffs.

-Listening to ok go - here it goes again. GUISE! DDR ON TREADMILLS!

-I fail a lot, sorry to the peeps I disappointed along the way. I'm learning!

-Here's a food for thought: Dota players, your england is flawed. Doda! Is a mean defend of the asian.

-Bloody brick-brained bastards. Chill yourselves up a bit!

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Tagging -- Koji Morimoto, Taiyo Matsumoto, Chuck Palahniuk, Malcom Gladwell.

BYE!

Notice that I am stuffing lots of black and white stuffs? Well, partly, my overwhelming love for black and white is fairly at fault. But mostly, it's my damned (borrowed) monitor.

The brightness and colors are super bad. I am boosting the graphics with my graphic card driver settings so that it's actually usable at all.

Problem is, the settings don't work in Adobe Photoshop. So when I paint, what I see is actually different than when I view it in my monitor (outside of photoshop), which is actually different than what is real. Sounds retarded? That's exactly how retarded I am feeling when I paint. And I gave up trying to color. My sense of brightness and color is severely disrupted.

Someone drive me to Lowyat so that I can picked up my 22" pleaseeeeeeee!!!!!

Or better, get me a new one? =x

There's been so much pent up in the small space of my tiny brain now, and of course, matters of art has always been a major part of my thoughts. Okay...where should i actually start.

Discrimination, yeah. To all artist in the world~ yeah i mean ALL of you. When you start discriminating certain styles, whatever it is, you don't know art. When i mean, you don't know, i mean, you don't know anything at all.

Since when has artistic values of an art piece differs to styles? Mainly when we talk about discrimination, it relates to the 3 biggest influences, or so people define them; anime(eastern), western, or conventional art. As an artist, one should NEVER be confined to the limits of styles. What's the fuss about assuming other styles inferior to your own? Since when is there a difference when it comes to artistic value?

Look again, observe, throw away those biased thoughts, they ain't giving you the ability to properly judge. Your ego won't do any good, clouding your visions as an 'artist'. And when you can truly be honest to yourself, that is when you can judge as a true artist.

I mean, what makes you better than others? It isn't style. It never was. It is yourself, your own skills, not what style you're indulged in. Who said there are no excellent artists drawing anime style? Who said that western style is too stiff and typical? Who said that conventional art isn't creative? Since when do you have the right to classify values of an artwork to it's style? Look around you. There are quality works from each and every one style. And as an artist, shouldn't you have the passion to try out each and every style? Instead of discriminating and underestimating other styles?

Take in mind, then when one starts to decide, that "this is the style i want", without going through sufficient experiences through different styles, you are killing your chance to keep developing. And who the hell started to classify anyway? Isn't it better to classify each and every style exclusive to their respective creators? Have you thought of what an artist would feel, when he spent a lifetime creating a style that is his own, and you classify them? "Oh it's anime style", "Oh, western", and the likes.

In the end it came back to the question of discrimination. Freedom of art, won't come from a discriminating mind. You are not free, you are not able to accept others, you are confined. With that in mind, your art won't be able to touch people's heart, you won't be creative; creativity teaches the concept of accepting and an open mind afterall.

Your art won't save anybody.

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Anyway, tagged by

*in case people wondered, this is done by typing with the said body parts*

FINGERS:
jiwo

CHIN:
ujiwo (ULTRAJIWO THAT IS!)

ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED:
jiwo

ELBOW:
j8iwo (sounds like a pc virus name o.o)

NOSE:
jiwo

PALM:
jiwo

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
art
love
Makoto Shinkai
Dota

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
A lot of times. I'm easily sleepy in vehicles X.x

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Nope. No dye and no cut

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
God (yea i know, not a person, but whatever)
All great people of the world
Dad
Mom


5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
A lot of kitties =3

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
Now? White. Used to be black though

7.) Who is your most played character?
Mogul Khan (Axe) of Dota

8.) Choose one or the other, not both: being stuck on an island with your best friend OR being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances?
With a best friend.

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Art, dreamer, gile XD

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
Undo when doing traditional artworks~ D Wait, i want free daily cheeseburgers. Or talking with cats...or...or...

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Hazmil Nisha

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
haha i wish i could have said that

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head
**** (omitted, it's not f**k, s**k or any of the likes =.= )
Drawing
CGing
Sleep
Dota

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Be happy

15.) Do you like the way you are?
50-50. I pretty much like these vampire teeth though >

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Winter please, summer is too sweaty =x And i have a sweater fetish, yay

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
Snow White, i mean, snow.

18.) Water or ice?
Water can be drinked, so water

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
i. I am odd.
ii. I am VERY odd. Okay, i'm blur. Very.

20.) Now tag 5 people who should do this quiz!